An Un-Familiar Scare

These tears are full 

Every fear 

Every frustration

Every ache 

Counting the pain 

It was the only escape

Scrapping the thoughts

Celebration reigns 

The rain left its mist

Fogging up the lenses 

Sturdy wipes smear 

Detection faded into unclear 

Forgotten meals 

Pride turned stale

Crescent retrograde

Proved energy evolves & doesn’t fade

Unloading the layers 

Eradicated simple arguments

Friendships were water to oil

As the family ties unfolds

The blood connector 

Thinned out against adversaries 

Prayers lifted

“Lord if you hear me

Please don’t take him from me

From us

We need him

But if it’s time

I’m trusting in this heartache

In this season 

In this tremble

In this confined sting

With love God

Don’t tear down this bond

He is the sanity

For those reaching sanctity 

For us

For us

For us 

Lord I thank you

Please show me

There is power in prayer

Faith doesn’t go untested

As your servants don’t go ignored

Amen”

  

Lost Conversation

Dear crush

Let’s skip the subliminal

I wanna be all in your thoughts while I tongue your genitals 

I like my women better when they’re wetter 

Tickling your mental

Gushing the ported power of Mother Nature

Speeding up your favorite poets flow

We are on go every time we stop to dismiss titles 

Tidal waves is your bedroom name 

The maze to my heart had nothing to do with this battle 

I’m such a bass lover

Pounding the boom 

Your skin the smooth of desirous advances 

They never consider me romantic until I pour Cupid’s awakening into their skin 

Angelic banter amid a world of torment 

Removing all the auto tune she adores the real of me

I only speak in rhyme to help them follow along

All along she needed me to rid her of alone 

I left the door open for all the monsters in her closet

Ghosts are only real when you welcome their energy

Let the paparazzi see how they were never compatible 

Gender roles were misplaced notions

I am the love potion with a hell of a spell

Attracted to grammar

Growing clitoris’ to erect

My dialect says Bronx

My composure says let’s travel abroad 

I am the stamps to your passport

Filling every dissolute space 

Imprisoning you to this Leo’s taste. 

For Every Woman

They say you're bitter
Because they couldn't stand the taste of your pain
They say you're single
Because you affirm every partner's flaws without display
They say you'll never find love
Complimenting that your standards exceed mediocre
They say they're happy
Yet their cries can be heard over the moonlit waters
You are an ocean of purity and life
You are more than just being someone's wife
You are coy, beautiful, and educated
Charismatic, appreciative, and just the right amount of passive
I'm confirming you are the cream of the crop
Leave those crabs in a barrel and continue to shine from the top.

Outted

I never came out
Everyone just knew
I'd show up with her in tow
Just eyeing my queen in the room
There's a glow about pride
There's also pain adjacent to the proud
In a room full of sinning Christian's
You're always the walking contradiction
Everyone is uncomfortable
With misunderstanding
Everyone is in disbelief
Thinking you're disqualified from heaven

I never came out
Everyone just knew
At 14 I wasn't sure
Over the years my confidence grew
See I believe in God
See I believe in you
My mother understood first
My self love superseded the curse

I'm not here to gain your acceptance
Your sexuality causes me no disdain
Mine has already caused me enough confusion
Maturing into womanhood nursing the bruises and pain

My sexuality is not on trial
My sexuality doesn't change with the rain
I'm a seasoned spirit dishing out the address
For everyone in the room
I never came out
But now you know too.

Surfeited

I went down there

I went down there!!!

In all the chaos

The traffic jam packed

Shielding you away

Your heart was stuck in the pavement 

Concrete slab lover

You are art in its rarest form

Unbeknownst to the fullness of my narrative

Let me clear the air of abrasions 

I'm single because I'm selfish 

I give too much of me 

So I keep me for me to replenish me 

To revive me 

Still lets get literal and figurative

Imagine me sipping every supple dermis

Fervid domination commanding submission

I've been curved by the very women claiming to pray for someone to ignite their curves

Love their curves

And have someone embellish their name in their curves

I go a step further

I kiss every stretch mark

I holster every scar

I cherish every blemish

Making your past feel like history 

Her story becoming our story

The chaos of bandaged hearts

Disinclined to removing the first aid kits

Revelations are always unnerving 

Tripping on every notion of losing the commotion

My darling I’m an addict for your fixations

Getting jaded in remixing your hymn

Hums and moans played against my cognizance 

I’m a first responder 

Prepped with the knowledge of healing & saving

Vehemently gifting you with resuscitation.

Broken Clocks

Depth brings solace

Complimentary additives

Complementing the course of action

Fronting the demand of religion

Stock piling the sheets

Just as the burdens 

Soulmates sold out 

Perpetuating in relations 

While the realtor of love

Dissed Cupid with every hook up

Assets increased ranking

The liquidity of personality 

Was a charming arrangement

Sexual pleasures concurrent 

Not a night passed without cumming

Yet orgasm was the sacred

Karma reluctant to divvy pleasure

No scope held and cleansed 

Piercing the shopped out

Accessories always played their part

Additionally the sultry in charm

Each arm

Crossed the plains

Marking stubborn territory

Casual talks didn’t observe dress code

The unity arriving late

The scene sunk 

First impressions bore excuses

Second dates brought the strain

Third time charmed its way

Past bedroom doors left ajar

Fucking right into additional skeletons

Soul ties went rampant 

Broken clocks imaged time sheets

There wasn’t sufficient over time pay

Another body before proper exchanges.

Impudent Liberation

Feedback has its woes

The lone wolf attacked

The miserable coloring the lines

Shadowing the grey

Self victimized and lost

Among the wilderness 

They shrivel under the moon

The howls are limited to attention

Daytime grooves allude 

The weekend moves

Weakened by glasses half full

Drinking away on house liquor

The light dims in its flicker

Flames hushed to subliminals

Ranting with presidential tantrums

Solely capable of bumping gums

She bumped misery from its substantial

Futile effectuate evidence

There was no coincidence 

Getting faded

Whisking brume into their faces

The clarity lost its battle

Actions are verbs to pronouns

Announcing less moves

Victory increased the volume of its chant

Every chapter was sectioned to closure

The only continuance found comfort 

Depleting dejection from its stature.

Munition

Somebody to love me naked

The cooling mist of the fog clearing

Real women deserve pussy

Fine dining happens at our countertops

I want to excite you 

To feel the fire in your joy

I want the wind to always deliver you to me

Assisting in polishing

Rebuking living off of fantasy

Embellishing me with taunts

Its the game of intrigue 

I'm not attracted to the fast life

My passion is too fast paced

Mixing the toxicology of voided patrons

The dark side of the moon

Matches the darkness of you

The shift ends and your seeking gets sought by the scavenger 

In November we remember why seasons collide

Falling into my favorite season

Finding love in all of its hidden places 

I did it my way until your way stole my persuasion 

The breeze soothes my summer blues

The sanctions were distorted

Wasn't a rainbow in sight after the sun showers

The changing lights hindered our progression 

Every station was a quick revive

Channeling my devices into your famish

Are you just good pussy?

Or sour patches when they empty your garden

Feeding the grass without treating the weeds

I plant springs bloom with exposed seedlings

Hotel over passes I’m traveling with your key card 

This bizarre combination
Was charred before the chariot rode in

You are the party next door

Fucking with you until my gauge handles no more

I promise I'll yield to all your apprehensions 

Fixated as your truest advocate.