Child’s Play

Labels labels labels

Never part of our composure

Roles were extinct patterns for foreign lovers 

Misrepresenting my acquaintance 

Deliberate in refuting opportunity for closure

Closely listening and conceptualizing

Every painful moment 

I wanted to make some things clear

I’m a physical visionary painting reminded pictures with you 

Back in 98

Present in 2017

Leading you 

Providing comfort to the widowed heart 

Wedging the knives deeper into us being apart 

I dusted off my emotions box

Now home to shadowed memories

Tending to the open bar closed to late arrivals

You trudged in tardily past the welcome 

Facetiously I extended my support

Never expecting for you to exploit my bluff

Incapable of being your dream come true

I blew the smoke to your broken hearts explosion

The valves pumped aggressively 

Sending flares for a savior past my recognition 

I downplayed and evaded

Deliberately avoiding a promise

Words are all we have in reputation

The legacy of our love was enough for my dedication 

Embracing curative restoration for a friend without commitment

You were the beauty of love...

Epitomized by sunflowers after every rain shower

Yet reality shows it’s true colors

Expressively apologetic in my softest allure 

Discontinuing discontentment 

It was simply child’s play to entertain

Clearly letting my intention get lost in expectation 

Forgive me for the brisk arrival of this dictation 

You’re not...

... the one for me

Loving you from this internal distance

Home embodiment shattered by exploitation 

Governed by protection for my remaining assets 

Is the safest way to maintain the fishes in my sea

Your aquarium was no place for my amusement

Purchased tickets expired from your hearts membership 

Broken words crumbled toppling off my lips 

Disrupted girl was now on my conscience

I guess this is “sorry”.