Heavy hitter

Her ocean was full of sugar water

Battling the tides 

I was the only champion fit for handling her stances

Prepped and prepared by underwhelming and displeasing lovers 

I was no ordinary opponent in her heavy weight ring

My hand was forced to embrace the challenge

Mentally the connection wasn’t as strong as her ability to run

Physically she got lost in her minds duel to disperse 

Taking it all in manhandling her temptations fight with desires

Tackling heavy hits punctually devouring her spots

She was creaming before the screaming 

Drinking heavily I was drunk before my sober relinquished it’s nerves

Every potion unique getting hooked to the way she stuttered my name

Her lips bore bruises from her teeth sinking in 

My lips bore strength and wisdom allowing my tongue to deliver the knowledge 

Orgasms were her fantasies only she mastered how  to provide 

Unbeknownst that fallacy held no truth against me

Being a promiscuous breathtaking lover was my speciality 

Her sheets angered by the matches... she grabbed gasping 

Choked up tossed up and riding up and down all over 

Hands down my favorite facial
My glow inflated with grace 

Her ocean was full of sugar water

Normally I take honey with my tea but there were no allergens delivering the passion from my facetious lukewarm calm depiction

Fact or fiction held no compromise in the replay of our rewound engagements

I stayed singly her text away sleeping away the inclination to turn my ignition in route to escorting her in my gratification  

Non-Fiction

Cold lukewarm soldier of passion 

Guarded with golden plated steel facades 

Imminently attached to the grips of reality 

Deliberately dissociated with the intensity of potential

Love was a dangerous game amid poets banter

Traveling with the intent of a final stamp in her hearts passport

The dating scene was a nightclub of opportunity 

Until the lights came on and empty souls fled from its sea

Supposedly she is gifted the ability to see through the smoke of each patron

She bared nothing behind her robe of stealth

Blanketed with the memories of bad decisions and rushed promiscuity 

Experiences became the pile of donations to become another’s treasure 

Every mirror of her words tore through her anxiety with purpose

The demise of her recklessness danced with her swings toxins 

Irrevocably controlling her no longer sober inhibitions 

She was a cold lukewarm soldier of passion

Giving three fucks less with the warmth of her fire blaring

She was the subwoofer to her partners enhanced sounds

She was the un-repaired shoulder when others forgot love was a verb; not a noun

Retired from the detriment of her meticulous lovers

Refocused on showing compassion to truly develop herself; the treasure. 

August 22, 2017

Visions were beyond my imaginative ability

Hearing you loud and clear your voice shook my nerves to the side and assisted my assertiveness in reaching its high

I heard you vividly 

You weren’t down for causal sex

See you undermined my seriousness 

Curiosity was simply led by the cat of nine lives

But daringly you rather watch this kitty litter in another box too afraid to chance it and get peaked in my esteem of conversation

I tried to break you down yet you went to casual text 

Time was not of the essence 

I let years go by and laundry lines dampened in weight as the wetness drenched it’s statures 

You never let a vulture hover too long. Sternness on sight with prey on our minds... we quickly swoop in 

 Exploiting your weakness trying to avoid being next 

The dominant has a few tasks and duties

Submissively slowing into the rhyme of nervousness 

I let you gather your position. Refocused on the win...  pockets lighter than jeapordy success castings I’ll let you mask in the violence of power love 

Never Leaving  your pussy perplexed 

Your run time is expired. 

My stamina is up and ready within every hour 

I let you speak your peace and sang it back in memory watching your tongue peel back with each word humming to the nature of unfair life

Letting you know I’m a permanent move 

And yet
You don’t understand
I’m past the casual sex 

A Special Woman

There’s a special woman for all of us
Maybe just for me
Leaping out of my comfort zone
Hesitantly
I promised I would never risk it all
Romanticizing on the what if
I promised I’d never let go again
Giving myself all in at your kiss
There’s a special woman for all of us
Making the lost gazes worth it
Finding truth in pain for connecting with your astonishment
You make me believe again
That God created my equal
Opposite in so many ways
I look forward to our sequels
It was never about physical intimacy
During our heightened engagements
It was never about healing you
When I was blessed with your intoxication
I found renewed excitement every time I played your ear
I found a new enticement every time I helped you let go of fear
You made it all so easy comforting my insecurities
One day I hope you believe me that I believe I can love again


You’re a queen.
No matter how dark the mirror is when it looks back at you.
Your attire of choice is such a blanket to the amount of warmth your presence brings me.

Sometimes

Sometimes I wish I would say l less

Express less 

Care less

Let someone else pick up the load

Drive into the distance free

Destinations without a route

Sometimes I wish I didn’t feel every wind blow 

Sometimes I wish wind mills reversed ...

The direction they place on my daily indulgences

Sometimes I wish I didn’t notice this

Evolution around and inside of me

Sometimes I wish I didn’t let the devil inside of me

Sometimes I wish they understood me

While thanking the universe that they don’t

Sometimes the gift of unique outstands notions of unicorns

Sometimes it gets hefty pursuing forward

Sometimes I pray for those depressed while fighting my own anxiety 

Sometimes I pray for the one that will complement me

Alone in my full empty corridors

Sometimes I pray wondering

“Our Father, who art in heaven,hallowed be thy name,...”