The Quest

I fell in love once

Got dammit that bitch hurt

Bruised with confusion 

Anger tripping over every pebble

I damn near kicked my teeth out

I fell in love once

And that bitch played me

She was no female dog

She was a venomous vixen

Unknowing of her own potential

Love wasn't uttered for likes

No social media taps

I scrolled down her bitter hallways

Bandaging the leaking walls

Still love fucked me up

I fell in love once 

The knock out bells rung

It was love at first sight

After all, it is sought 

No remedies could be bought 

To repair my wounds from this mother fucker

Dammit! 

Can you hear me?!?

I fell in love once!!

I fell in love with the play

Every unscripted moment my soul decayed

Becoming vacant to my own true self

This bitch had me pleasing to get myself

OFF 

(No masturbation)

Off of my rocking chair of denial 

I was lost in glimpses of her memory

Senile to my identity

I was a blank canvas for her rigid artistry

I fell in love and dammit I said I'd never fall again

But are we not newborns to life

Feet and legs wobbling 

Until our handle bars transform

Every time I got a handle on life

That bitch love shoved her way down my wind pipe

I couldn't breathe in her presence

For love is actually female

Femininely aggressive she outwitted my every check mate

My soul lost its breath

My feet rummaged empty clouds

Nine entire routes I paced in my mind

Trying to figure love out

Is she real?

How cunning of her

Taking my every attribute for granted

Who am I kidding?

I stand no chance against the invisible demon

I fell in love once

Still I'm addicted to falling again

What's the big deal?

Part of the comments show that the issue begins with the same hatred and lack of understanding passed down from other parents etc. People automatically and historically have associated homosexual men and women with being extremely sexual beings; only having the ability to physically express their attraction for the opposite sex.

Many people use their bible as their thesis and argument against the idea of homosexuality being wrong Vs right; you know the same Bible used against slaves to teach them the white mans Jesus. No one wants to see normalcy in accepting people from all walks of life because we have been taught to be discriminatory against anything we were instructed was wrong.

The world is now seeing corporations finally defend the ignorance that has been embellished in our minds against racism, sexism, discrimination, and down right fear that one day their child could be "gay". I heard the argument "it's not Disneys place to teach children not to be gay". Just like it wasn't Disneys place to have a long run for teaching little boys and girls that only Caucasian children could be prince and princesses. My entire statement is that people are afraid of change. Their sexuality is almost challenged by the exposure and recognition of homosexuality and their fear for their "poor children" is being a part of a changing generation. Children aren't  born racist and sexist. There is no confusion on Disneys part if they display this message (which I've often heard isn't happening).

The confusion is on the parents part because they teach them fear, subconscious hate, and use the Holy Bible in their defense. People associate sin with everything they declare unjust or wrong, but no one is pointing the finger at themselves. Forcing heterosexuality onto children by sheltering them is the same message in reverse if someone feels you can force homosexuality on children by watching a gay message.

Let's continue to teach our children violence and hate works and lack of self-respect by allowing their minds to be exposed to the rest of the trash on our communication broadcasts.

May 26th 2016.... a freewrite

Totally complete and in sync with core necessities
A yard sale treasure, they threw you away uneducated of your value
You reminded me of ancient floral patterns
I arrived as the solemn bandit... Affectionate and attentive to everything you had been lacking
The luster was restored to your smile as was my faith that the pronoun and verb of love had not died

She died... The selfless lover... Over time
Remotely engaged and vague with her willingness to give up her hold on herself
For after all, she just found it
Yet engaged and enthralled the passion remained available and cooled on a bed of ice
The Leo chose love and the happiness of every alternative but her life

Unequivocally insatiable
Unpronounceable verbal cues of unfaithfulness
Formerly inserted wholeheartedly vacant of selfless
The interlude to every procession
Inevitably distracted and detached from the quakes of mourning the loss of love
Lost out of love... Vacant of falling with the off switch jammed in place